Till then,

Havent rlly been updating anyw, so here’s an EOY hiatus finally.
2plus weeks left, as usual I’ve started revising late & totally feeling nervous alrdy.
Stalk my Tweets for daily outbursts of stress & nonsense :)
Be back after 15th, when I get my life back. Alrdy have many plans woohoo cant wait
Meanwhile, mug harddddd!
Fingers crossed, jiayou everyone too ♥
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Cos when the heart breaks it dont break even

Hi everyone its Tuesday the second day of Term 4 and school has been really sucky which I’ve known all along but life just keeps getting better cos of the two shit projects despite it being our revision period and I feel screwed for roleplay tomorrow and the ACE pamphlet is effing easy to do sia and sometimes I wonder why the eff I’m in DHS though I think other IP schools are also like us so I totally should have gone to some neighbourhood school so I wont be stuck here feeling like a noob and getting sick of life everyday wtf I’m only fifteen I should be playing and having a life and creating memories to look back on when I’m like thirty if not I’ll be thinking what a shit teenhood I’ve had and regret for life cos I’m never gonna be young again unless the world rlly goes crazy in 2012 and time will probably move backwards and EFF OUR LIVES we have to go through another ten years of school oh yay

Back to work. _l_

Closer to the edge,

I really should be on hiatus now.

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Ahh this two days have been unlucky. Ohwell hahah.
Yesterday was crazy. The rain was horrible, and I hate it when I go out and it rains.
And I forgot my umbrella so yeh. Ended up buying a kawaii pink polkadot one from Daiso hahah.
Watched Grown Ups & Step Up 3, omg Step Up is awesome. Makes me wanna learn dancing :)
And I didnt care abt my ulcers/sorethroat anymore, had cookies & Starbucks.

After tht me & J decided to go to Scape! Since we were just opposite.
It was surprisingly empty o_o the 987 studio was cool though! Saw Muttons recording.
J decided to wave her remaining cookie at them HAHA. And Vernon actually came out to take it & thanked us live on radio. Totally epic hahahah.

Today’s Math was srsly boring & a bloody waste of time. Hate graphs.
I could have gone for the tempcomm meeting :( sianballz
Went back for prayers. When I see my Ahma on this day every yr I’ll love her exceptionally much. Hahaha.
Then back to sch for LA discussion. Ended up making serious noise in the library so we went out, & then it ended up a gossip session :)
The projects are rlly making me &^%$#@

I need to get KOI soon. Its rlly my drug now.

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Yknw, I’ve rlly had enough.
I’ve had enough of stupid games, stupid masks, stupid bitching behind backs.
I still remember when everyth was okay.
I’m not blaming anyone, sometimes I think maybe I’m to be blamed mostly for it.
I dont like it now.
I dont like the way I have to watch my words so as not to upset either side, & seem like such a two-faced bitch.
Why cant we all fking get along?
None of yall knw how hard it is. Its damn stupid and childish.
I knw you guys have it hard too. But why cant we find a compromise.
I’m stuck neutral, in the middle, & not wanting to take any sides.
Yes I’ve bitched, but I dont go overboard. Everyone has faults.
How would you feel if you were the one being treated like tht?
Esp by some guy who acts all nice but behind backs, bitch & bitch & bitch.
I dont want to be part of this anymore, maybe I’m not the best person to help.
I may seem like some bitch again for typing all this shit, but arent I alrdy one.
I dont care anymore.

Let the music play

Hello, spam-mug day.
Sianballz. I planned out my whole Sept hols & realised I’m fully packed.

Mon SL workshop + hw
Tues Hist consultation + hw
Wed Meetup w J (my only playday, everybody needs a break)
Thurs Math + Roleplay discussion
Fri ACE meetup
Sat & Sun Last min cramming of work / revision expected

Love life.

Was looking through my cards & gifts drawer randomly, so happy & nostalgic.
It ranged from birthday ones, to jiayou for Rhythm ones, to notes passed around in class throughout the years.
Ohyeh and also the letters me Jialin & Limin used to write to each other when J left for Australia in P1, damn cute.
Reading all those again was rlly awesome. Guess thts why I like handwritten cards, its like so personal & original :)
And it brings back memories, good or bad. I still have some from someone I dont like. Guess those wont ever change even if the people themselves do. Like pictures.
I also found my first letter from DHS, about the successful DSA application.
I rmb I opened the letter w Audrey, & I screamed so happily cos I thought I couldnt get in.
But here I am now, complaining about the sucky system in DHS. Ohwell.
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DJ got us falling in love again

Oh yay, Jiaqi uploaded our Tchrs Day squad vid. Best video ever :)
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=671043414#!/video/video.php?v=1509915301848&subj=1053303676
I look extremely gl, if you can spot me. Love it.

Imma be a nerdz hee :))
And yea its true, once you start drinking Koi, Sweettalk will no longer satisfy you.

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Anyw ITS THE END OF A SHITTY TERM.
Srsly, I feel free finally. Though there’s supposed to be hardcore mugging this whole week, but at least no more school hell.
It all passed so quickly, another round of EOYs. Feel like history is repeating all over again.
Oh and they stupidly put Bio & Hist on the same day. Unfair or what :(

Today was good though.
Glad everyth went well for our Tchrs Day celebrations. The video was the best hahah.
It kinda over-ran, so we couldnt have Interaction. And we screwed Halo but yeh the Gaga medley was awesome (Y)
My bloody ulcers made playing / eating / talking a torture :(

Everyone around me are busy piling themselves w EOY revision. I feel slack as always.
And DHS loads us w major projects at this time of the year, (Y) maxxx
Thnkful for the long break though, craving for Koi but my throat hurts bad. Always fall sick at the worst times.

Miss missing you ;

It’s the end of August.

Time is running out :'(






Had Macbeth roleplay discussion today :)
Tchrs day celebrations before tht were just fail.
Mood got ruined by some rude freaks, but it got better anyw.
Thnks to Yeo’s failness, “Eh I didnt knw Filet-O-Fish had cheese!!!”
Tht sparked all the suan-ing & epic laughter :) poor SQ.
Went to PP to get my gift for Fri, & Koi as well woohoo ♥

Thnkgod for the break tomorrow.
Going to Jiaying’s house for Halo rehearsal!!! Excited.
Some are going to bake cupcakes for Fri also. Time to kope cos I’m a noob at baking :)
And I realised I’ve come up with my list of post-EOY activities before my study notes.
Hahah yay for me -_-

And all these masks we wore,

Had quite an angsty weekend. Stress is finally getting into me.
Glad for the break yesterday, though after piano I did some mugging at Mum’s office.
Not gonna have a life for the next 5 weeks :'(

This was last night, went to watch Fried Rice Paradise w family :)
It was hilariously vulgar hahah. Love it.
Very long since we watched a musical, & caught up on stuff too.
Went to the ultimate most sinful chocolate place after tht, it can srsly make you sick of choc, if thts even possible :)
Now I’m back to mundane life.
39 more days ohgod someone save me. Totally not ready.

Last night I thought alot. Abt band.
At this stage it rlly sucks. Though I’m prolly not the worst off.
Then I thought abt the reason I joined in the first place, and wonder if it still exists anymore.
I dont ask for alot, just hoping ppl can make my job abit easier.

Last week of the term. Hope celebrations go well for us on Fri.
We’re supposed to have time to start revision now, but we’re just piled on w more projects. Major ones.
Ohwell. Thts DHS for you :(
Shall prepare my hiatus post soon.

Irreplaceable

Just watched the bronze medal match for YOG soccer, yay 4-1 win for us :)
Was rlly sad when they didnt win Haiti on Sun (cos they were damn drama mama & faking to waste time), but yeah lucky they did well today.
Seems like more girls are into soccer than guys now.
And the vuvuzelas made it so Worldcup-like hahah.

Damnit Photobucket is under maintenance apparently, so no pics for now.
This week has been hell.
I rmb band on Mon was fun though, photo-taking & La Storia.
Band’s all tht’s keeping me going now, epic squad meetings (Y)

Today a bitch tchr pissed me off. Pissed our whole group off actually.
We had every right to be angry. She didnt have the right to interrupt us and not let us continue, & assumed the rest of our presentation was crap (which it’ll kinda be, but still).
We tried to explain & talk it out w her after tht, but got another round of bullshit. I couldnt take it man.
How can we even have such tchrs. There are like, so many of them this year.
Dont knw how our wonderful school head interviewed them for their jobs. So inspired by his speech today wow.
Cant stand it alrdy.

Realise its only 6 weeks to EOYs omg where has all the time gone to.
Cant screw up again.
Shall be on hiatus soon :) need the tchrs day break desperately.

Blah blah blah

– Log test tomorrow, Hist test on Thurs
– LA detention
– 10 million assignments / overdue work
– Sleepless nights
– Band gifts / Squad meeting
– Angst angst angst

 

I ♥ Week 9.